I cant remember a time when I felt truly happy. I find myself smiling all the time, its really started to freak me out. Maybe its the friends ive reconnected with again, maybe its the boyfriend that I finaly feel free from, maybe Im just happy? Who knows, but I want this to stay. I love that I can do what ever I want whenever I want. Glass of wine in the middle of the day? Sure, why not half the bottle!
Go out dancing on a Wednesday night? Of course! Its nice to live life for yourself. For the longest time I was living everyone else's live and It sucked. Now it feels great saying NO to people. I answer my phone only when I feel like talking and if I want to stay in on a friday night- I do.
With my ADD, this may all change next week but for now I'm loving life. fully.
